I love how all my friends are different and I connect with each of them in a different way. Today,  I spent two hours talking to Ben. We talked about everything that’s going on in our lives; I’m always able to share the good and the bad with him without fearing judgement. We talked about serious issues in our lives but ended up joking around and giggling at each other as we tried to mimic each other’s accents. It is so freeing to laugh loud and long without even thinking about whether or not you’re being obnoxious. I am able to be myself, and that’s the best feeling in the world.  

Friends are great and my friends are  absolutely wonderful in every way and  I’m so so so grateful for each of them and I’m just so filled with happiness right now and  I know this is a run-on sentence so  I’ll stop here but  I just really love my friends because they fill my life with so much laughter and smiles and joy and love and thats what’s up at this exact moment okay thanks bye. 

I have so many people in my life that love me. I have friends like Jamie and Ben who make my heart sing when I think about them. I’m meeting a lot of new, different, amazing people. I’m learning every day what it means to love like Jesus. I have a family who loves me for me. I have a wonderful home to come home to every day. I have amazing pets who constantly make me smile and love me no matter what. I have all of this because of a God whose love for me is everlasting and overcomes all my insecurities and doubts and fears. That is truth and I cling to that truth and His love. I’m fine. I’m happy. I’m finally happy.