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Hobbes

East Coast raised

  • Goal:

    I will eat cake on my birthday in NYC this December. I will eat it without feeling guilty. I will eat it without visibly shaking, I will eat it without overthinking, I will eat it without cutting it up into minuscule pieces until it’s nothing but crumbs, will eat it like a normal, happy person on her birthday. I haven’t had something as scary as cake in more than a year. This will not be easy, but in the end it will be worth it because I will be surrounded by trustworthy, loving people who truly care about me and see only the good in me. The only way to move on is to MOVE. I am not this disorder, I am not these thoughts that plague my mind. I am not this emptiness. I am so much more than all of this bad. It’s high time I acknowledged the good in myself. It’s high time I smile and mean it.

    December, be ready for me.

  • I like it when you call me at three in the morning to talk about everything and nothing. I don’t mind waking up because I get to wake up to your voice on the other end of the phone. I like hearing you say my name.

    But I wish you were here. Right here. Right now. Not there. Here.

  • John Muir (via misswallflower)

    (via alexithymiabrandon)

  • "The world is big and I want to have a good look at it before it gets dark."